19th birthday's...

happy 19th birthday to all December celebrants...

Dec. 4 - Mae Lynetter Bagalihog... Thanks for the treat... Kitakits next time...
Dec. 7 - Robin Roy Dioquino... eipee birthday... next time din ulet... =p
Dec. 10 - Regine Grace Malayang... ayan... manlilibre yan... hahaha... happy birthday...

ummm... I uploaded the pictures in my Flickr account...

Lynette's 19th Birthday

and

Robin's 19th Birthday


wish you all the blessing and great things in life...
wish you more birthdays and treats to come hehehe...

Under Construction!!!

aun...

this blog space is going to be under construction for maybe a month...

I'm going to work for my new theme and design kc someone made me realize how important a blog is...

It was Sir Jerry who made me inspire to made my blog look like a pro...

As in di super maganda ung design or cute ung graphics or anything...

Sir Jerry said that since we are in the modern world... with modern techies... people are fond of using the net...

Companies are looking for some of the applicants social networking sites account... like Facebook, Friendster, Multiply, Twitter, blogs and vlogs...

because it can be a credential to an applicant who has a sensible networking sites account...

a company may look to the photos, infos or anything n magiging introductory ng isang applicant...

so aun...

since pambata ung nakuha kong skin... hehehehe... (pink and white with matching gif image sa taas)

I'm going to put some information in my blog n pdeng pagkuhaan ng info ng mga searchers around the globe...

pdeng ung mga assignments (not literally the whole assignment)... yung tanong then answer lang ung ilalagay...

for example...

why study sociology? followed by the answer... then sa baba ung credits kung sang reference material ko un nakuha...

hehehehe... aus di ba?! para kahit papaano... di na ito yung magiging online journal ko... as far as what I remeber Sir Jerry said...

ther's nothing wrong if blog is used as an online journal or diary... but blog is more useful and sensible when used as a reference material by different users around the world who are searching for different information in the net...

and that is now my goal... hehehehe... =p ayus gyud?! hehehehe...

and so... since I'm going to renovate my beloved blog space... this blog may be shut for a month... so hihina ung hits ko... (wawa nmn ako...)... wla ng titingin dito... in short lalangawin xa for a month...

but don't cha worry... di xa aabot ng Christmas or New Year... ang daming events sa school saka galaan n mangyayari so...

I'm still going to update this space... pati nrin ung multiply ko... so expect something new in all of my accounts in the world wide web...

at sa panghuli kong sentence... sa mga nakabasa ng post ko... thanks... dumami ung hits ko... hehehehe =p

and that's the end of my post for this month??!! basta I will still update this space... pag napagtripan ko... hehehehe...

the end of my post...

from: from a girl who is not living in a bourgeoisie world... but... still happy living in darkness of being an outcast girl...

Hope it ends...

hay... e2 nnmn tau...
isang makasaysayang blog.... hhehehehe

aun...

i'm thinking if i should make a non sense post or a post that will hurt someone feelings...

but.. i am not the type of person that usually say something about MY problems and post it in my blog...

actually...

i just want to give my opinion for all the things that I've heard...

***** REMEMBER *****

this is only an opinion... it may be right or wrong... it only depends on the person kung ano ung magiging reaksyon nya sa nabasa nya sa blog ko...

you can react... pero ang OA magreact... sa palagay ko.... ay GUILTY...

well...

as what I'VE HEARD...

there are some people who are making small things... BIG...

guys...

If R only buys bracelet... which are only enough for eight people... anong problema dun?
Pera nmn ni R un... Meron nmn siguro syang freedom na bumili kung ilan ang gusto niya... di ba?

actually, di nmn talaga issue pra sa akin un eh... HELLO... bracelet lng un... magkano lng nmn un?
pero kc... kpag kinakausap ni R ung mga friends nyang un... parating nsasama ung bracelet sa pangbara sa kanya...

It's makes so irritable to hear such comment from them...
bumili nlng kaya kau... can afford nyo nmn yan ah...

saka... Don't push R away like he's not part of the world... he may not be as smart as u are... but he's still your friends... (if he has not given you a bracelet as a sign of friendship, ok lng un... i know nmn n friend nyo prin xa... db? o hindi?)

un lng kc...

nkakairita lng na marinig ung ganung comment or pambabara sa isang taong dapat mature na ang pang- unawa...

I'm very disappointed when I hear it...

Kung iisipin nmn nila na... Guys... It's just a joke... Don't take it seriously...

Hay... Sana nga lang joke lang un... kaso... ON MY OPINION... Why joke about the bracelet if R is just trying to ask for a piece of candy and someone said that may pambili ka nga ng bracelet,pero candy wla... something like that...

I'm not trying to say na dapat di ganito gawin nyo... or ganito... or whatsoever...

Halleour...

Try to be reasonable when you are going to say something...

Hay... Ewan ko ba...

Parang ang layo nnmin sa kanila tapos eto nnmn...

Guys... di ko nilalahat... yung taong ayaw lang nmin ang pag-uugali at attitude... bilang lng sa daliri... ahhmmm...

kung tutuusin mas feel nnmin kausap ung iba na dati nmn ay di nmin feel kausap... kasi alam nnmin ang ugali nila eh... alam nnmin na un talaga.. as is..

pero kung cnu pa ung mga nkasama nmin... sila n ung di namin magets...

bat ba ganun ang buhay? noh?!

kapag ba matalino ka... kelangan mo nang sumama sa kapwa mo matalino???

or sort your self on the genre that you really belong...

hay naku... ewan ko kay batman...

Siguro talagang epekto n un nang sobrang pag-aaral...

*****************************

un lang nmn ang saloobin ko...

don't take it seriously... if you take it seriously then you are GUILTY...

I REPEAT... IT's MY OWN OPINION...

It maybe right or wrong...

at isa pa pala...

Di ako galit or whatsoever sa mga taong yan... (like what I've said before... di ako marunong magalit... marunong lang akong mainis)

ang sa akin lang... ang layo nnmin... I'm asking na sana lang... Magdedmahan nlng tayo whenever we cross our paths... mas magandang un nlng ang gawin nten... for now...

let time heal the wounds (kung may wounds...)... sana ganun nlng muna... kasi sabi nga ng iba kong friends... lalo DAW silang nagkakasala kapag nakakasalubong sila...

it may sound exaggerated pero un daw ang feeling nila...

anywayz...

sana lang talaga... maging tahimik na ung "silent war" o kung ano pa man ung tawag sa problema na ito between the people who.. I think is INVOLVED in this small or BIG issue...

hay...

magpapasko na... remember to celebrate life...

saka pla...

di ako nagmamalinis dito... I'm also a human being... a sinner... kaya alam ko nmn na hindi ako inosente sa lahat ng bagay na naririnig or nakikita ko...

and as a human being na maikli lang ang life span sa Earth... I want to have a meaningful life with those people who can make my life so maeningful...

kaya ganito ung OPINION ko...

hehehehehehehehehe....

so... be happy with your friends... at wag nang pagusapan ang mga bagay ba hindi nmn dapat pag usapan lalo na't wala namang katuturan...

**********************************

The end of my post...

Mesmerizing the college life...

hay...

but then again...

we are about to face another challenge in life as we step closer to our goal...

but still...

there are still some hindrances that blocks our happiness in life...

maybe...

its part of God's plan for us to take night classes for SOME of our subjects for this semester...

well...

We... in 3C1 are happy to know that all of the people we are going to be with for almost 5 months are those people who are REAL to their persona and doesn't take advantage to other people's strengths...

but...

even though we are not happy for what has given to us...

we are still be able to learn and feel relax because we are not be with some UFO's out there.... hehehehe just kidding...

we are now with new buddies and friends which we know we can count on... academically and emotionally...

I, myself, is trying to understand all the things that's happening around me...

i have my own opinion... so do others...

well... Hmmm... I smell happiness because... I am going to have a plentiful Christmas... that's all...

hahahahahahaha...

what a non sense post... hahahahahaha....

yeah...

i forgot...

i have my new hair cut... some kinda bob cut style which makes me look like an anime... hehehehe....

then...

i think... i'm going to collect some cute pics this sem since i have my new phone...

so that i have a lot of remembrance before we graduate... (wish us luck...)

The continuation...

ahem... e2 n ung continuation...

actually, these are the proofs that we really have fun at SM North EDSA during that powerful typhoon...

in short lagalag tlga ang drama nmen...

we really never expect that we are able to go there even though flood and strong winds and rains block our way... hehehehe....

Hay... grabe tlga... basang basa kmi nung nakarating kmi sa SM annex...

biruin mo... pumasok kmi ng SM n super wet... as in WET LOOK...

and when we decided to go home, there is no vehicle to ride on so we walkfrom SM north to Philcoa... then we are in the middle of a heavy traffic caused by the counter flow of different types of vehicles...

hay...

at least we reached our destination at the end... hehehehehe.... What an experience...

An Emotional Tragedy for Everybody...

september 26, 2009

a date that many of us will not forget because of tragic incident that made some people lost their shelter, wealth, and lives...

in this very day...

I actually experience a horrific moment while going out with my friends...

while going out in school(New Era University)...

we are surprised that the ground floor of the main building is almost flooded and no one dares to cross that mini- river just to go out of school...

we are lucky coz the second floor lobby was opened for everyone...

but the horrific moments doesn't stop there...

while walking out to the school gate...

many of us are stuck and stranded because the nearest creek was overflowing and the water is knee deep or worse...

thank God, our shuttle bus offered a free ride for the stranded students and there we are able to go out the school...

but still, going out in Central ave. is also difficult for the bus coz a waist deep flood is trying to stop us from going home...

I feel that we are super stranded if ever the bus is not able to cross the flood...

but still, the bus made it...

then...

at the waiting shed in Central...

a lot of people are there trying to go home as early as possible but looking at the streets in the UP and Central...

vehicles are counterflowing to another lane because roads are like seas eating small vehicles...

since... me and my friends didn't want to wait for a long time...

we decided to take some shortcuts just to get out of the flood...

to be continued....

Diminished by Fate?

I just wondering if I'm just ignoring some of the important things in life...

like having fun with my friends in a mall... A get together somewhere...

or eating with my best buddies in a food cart... enjoying all the foods we want to eat...

or shop 'till we drop... (I'm just going to do this if I become a rich girl... maybe someday...)

or smile like there's no ending together with a special guy...

Maybe...

Life is too bitter for me...

It's part of my life since I was born here in this cruel world....

I cannot blame my parents or anyone for the fate that I have today...

Actually, I'm very thankful on where I am right now...

The only thing that I hate is I can't buy or pay for some of the things I needed in school, for my leisure and some things in life....

Well...

It's not my decision to go in New Era at all...

It's my parents decision...

I like in PUP... why they just let me study there so that they are not suffering on the fees I need to pay in New Era...

Sometimes, I need to believe in my instincts and future outlook in life...

Well...

Sufferings and trials in life is part of every man's life...

I just only need to face it...

Unlocking my eyes to an Ogre that locks it...

pcenxia n kung mejo mhaba ung title...

anyways...

it's just about an ogre, like Shrek, who captivate my eye because of his unque identity...

Somehow...

That ogre is different from others...

Maybe, because of his ability to captivate my EMO eyes...

It's hard to catch my attention...

I really don't know how that ogre did it... Especially, in me..

Hmmmm....

Well...

But for now...

I will unlock my attention to that ogre so that I am able to move like I'm real and somewhat typical...

I don't want to waste my time on that ogre...

I hope that I can move on...

It's hard to be in a place where that ogre also exist..

hmpf...

well... It's up to me...

but it's my decision to do it so...

I'm super WANTED!!!

i'm super ever WANTED girl...

dhil nrin sa super ever hilig kong kumuha ng pix ng mga guys sa skul...

haaaayyyyyyy!!!

yesterday,

joan, so a guy looking at me outside our room in phy2..

he wonder who is it...

the joan ask me to look to a guy who is sitting at the back seats in rm232A...

joan said it ooks like Marimar (you know who is it... the best buddy of Q&A)...

well...

when i look to the guy... He's Marimar...

then... joan said that Marimar is looking at me...

then, i pause for a while and i remember those days that i hunt them just to take their pictures...

waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh... Yari n tlga ako sknila...

cguro super WANTED!!! ako sa mga un...

adik kc ako before...

shockers... bahala na...

di nmn cla visible sa era ngaun kaya no problem un...

pkialam b nila sa hobby ko before...

hehehehehehe...

basta wg lng cla mkialam... ayos na...

as an Emo Girl... i shouldn't act like childlishly... even though i'm a bit sensitive on what people are saying about me...

basta bhala n c God...

un na un... hehehehe

The King of Pop is now at peace...

I will really miss the guy who dances with a pair black shoes...

... with a military jacket

... wearing a shimmering clothes

... his showmanship

... his curly hair that always lay down with his fair, thin face

... the songs that will make you "Aww.."

... the jaw dropping performance for his fans

... his good heart for the young ones

... he heals the world... Maybe...

he may not be a perfect guy...

he is still the guy who make the world united because of the songs he had written to show how life is cruel and good...

Rest in Peace...

A new hardship...

hay...

first things first...

my mom is not going to support my studies anymore... that is effective next sem...

then...

the schedule is too tight...

i don't know if the sched will allow me to be a working student...

hay...

tsk.. tsk.. tsk...

Life is too rough to me...

I don't know if it is going to help me improve or what?



I hope that these kind of trials will not block my way to the peak of success..



I will just continue to pray...

A Decision To Make...

I'm back again after a long week of vacation...

well..

something got into my mind last holy week...

I need to change something about me...

It's either my self-esteem, my personality, my looks etc.

I think that since my college life is at stake...

I need to grow more and develop my skills...

I shouldn't hide my true self or I should say my true identity to all the people that I've met before...

I don't know where I should start...

maybe...

I should adjust my lifestyle...

Bring more confidence inside me...

and stand up thru the crowd where I am standing at...

I think being more unique and skillful will be the key for my transformation...

Hehehehe....

It's a bit dramatic but I really need this kind of change...

It's for my own good nmn...



Well...

I will just wait for the results of my job hunt and scholarship...

Patience is a virtue... I think...

Hmmmm....

It's now OVER!!!

One day...

I've realized that my day dreaming is over...

He's not worth it...

He's just a part of my college life...

He's just an ordinary guy....



It's enough....

From this very day...

I promise and cross it to my heart...

I will never ever be so fragile and easily hooked up onto someone without knowing their true identity and their true color...



It's over...

a miserable life of a poor lady...

hehehehehe....

ang drama ng title noh...

ngaun lng ulit pla ako nkapagupdate ng mga bagay bagay d2 sa net...

halos 2 weeks din akong nkakababad sa mga job sites d2 sa philippines...

and the other thing pla....

ang hirap maghanap ng trabaho...

maraming nagooffer ng mga internship pero xempre i don't belong dun...

hehehehe...

ang hirap din kapag wlang backer...

i try to view the newspapers... specifically, the classified ads section....

mukha n nga akong desperada sa paghahanap ng trabaho that will qualify an undergrad like me....

kaso...

life is so bitter to me...

hehehehehe....

i have send my resume to the different companies... and most of that companies are call centers....

they are accepting undergrads like me....

but....

you must work as a full-time...

i prefer to work as a part- time employee....

kaya cguro wla pang tumatawag skin...

hay...

buhay nga nmn...

at least i try...

pero mhaba p ang bakasyon...

kya habang di pa pasukan...

maghahanap at maghahanap ako ng trabaho pra maipagpatuloy ko ung studies ko...

konting adjustments lng cguro ang kailangan pra makagawa ako ng mga praan s lyf ko...

hehehehe...

basta...

kaya ko ito...

hehehehehe...

kelangan kong mkagraduate at hindi ako papayag n mgiging irregular student ako o magstop ako sa pagaaral...

hehehehehe....

un ang pangarap ko sa ngaun...

wish me luck nlng ha...

the last buzzer from NEU...

last friday...

I, joan, may and berna went to NEU to defend our DBMS case study to Sir Gaucho...

actually, we were there since 10am even if our defense was on 1pm...

and after a long waiting...

at exactly 1:30pm... (we wait for 30minutes beyond our scheduled time because other students are also there to pass and defend their finished case study to Sir Gaucho)....

we start to discuss and defend our work...

it actually last for only 30 min. (we finishd at 2:05 pm)...

Sir Gaucho only noticed some unparalled use of the PK and FK...

the Hardware and Software section of our documentation...

there is no DATE entity that must be included in our system...

and that's it...

we will pass the edited documentation and rewrited ERD in the manila paper on Monday (March 23)...

Sir Gaucho also noticed that we have this relational schema and he was happy to see that we have such kind of thing that the other group doesn't have...

he also said that our DBMS is good because of its simplicity and and we easily understand all of the things that is included in our documentation....

then...

we left the faculty... maybe it was 2:15pm...

we stay on one of the rooms in the third floor and we start to edit our documentation...

we stay in Rm.318 to edit our docu...

while editing the ERD and the docu...

we eat my baon and laugh while discussing all of the things that Sir Gaucho have said...

when suddenly...

we hear a noise from nowhere...

it sounds like a chair that is being pulled at the corridor...

but when we looked outside noyhing is there... no chair and no student at all...

we only think that its just a noise from somewhere and continue on what we are doing...

then...

about past 5pm...

we set off in another room (Rm.316) because the janitress at Rm.318 said that she's going to clean the room and we may stay at the lobby if we want to...

when we are in Rm.316....

a CS student talk to us....

he ask us if Maam Villapando can boorow the laptop because Maam Villapando will present a report in front of her classmate in the SGS...

but...

we decided not to lend the laptop because we are still editing our docu...

then he evaporate... still looking for someone who can help Maam Villapando...

then...

maybe 5:30pm...

the janitress of the Rm.316 came and she's going to clean the room...

when we are about to leave the room...

we saw a blue handkerchief at the floor...

i thought that it was own by May, but she said it was not hers...

if it wasn't the handkerchief of anyone of us.... maybe it was from the janitress...

but...

the janitress just sweep it away together with the other dirt and garbages inside the room...

it's a horrifying thing.... =S

we try to edit our docu outside the Rm.318...

but suddenly...

Maam Villapando appeared... Joan and May run away... but I and Berna try to escape but we have no choice coz she have seen us...

She ask us if she can borrow the laptop coz her presentation is not able to run on other laptops...

then we go to the faculty again...

and charge the laptop and insert the disc...

the presenation was not able to run in Media Player so i try to run it using the Nero Player...

then...

it run...

we all hear the voice of Maam Villapando and Sir Jay Fuentes...

Maam said that their presentation will be at the Accre room and she will just borrow it until she finished her presentation...

maybe about 6pm...

I enter at the faculty to help the masteral students set up their laptops...

Maam Juliet Ramos is also there... she has her own laptop... but she didn't use it...

and we wait outside the library...

an hour passed...

the presentation wasn't finished yet...

so we decided to sit above the tables and do some wacky things...

we first try to make a wave... from the end of one's arm up to the other one...

then when darkness and silencre fills up the floor...

we start to tell horror movies that we have watched...

the Grudge, Ring-O, One Missed Call, the DollMaster, etc.

we are sometimes horrified on the stories that we are narrating....

and have fun on all the things that we are saying...

we laugh....

and talk about many issues....

then...

Maam Villapando invites us to enter the Accre room because of the gratitude that she owes us...

She invites us to eat inside and drink...

she gave us Lemon square cakes and Coke....

we noticed that Sir Bouing (he is the teacher of Maam Villapando and the other Masteral students inside the room they are presenting their audio-visual work and Sir will grade it...)is speaking in tagalog and laugh together with the other professors...

then...

Sir Bouing ask us to stand up and observe the things that he will instruct to his students...

he gave a sheet of paper to each and every student and instruct them to create something on the piece of paper that he gave to them...

he only gave them a minute to do it....

the 4 of the students make a boat, 2 of them make an airplane, and Maam Juliet make a tie...

Sir Bouing explain what are the meanings of the things his student have done...

the only thing we like is his explanation about the tie that Maam Juliet have made...

he says that the tie represents Maam Juliet goal to tie all the people inside this university and make a bond with another...

then... he shut the lights and let us feel the darkness...

then... he open it again and explain why he shut the light...

he says that if a person cannot see the anything and he/she nothing to do with it or he/she has doing nothing to enlighten the room... he/she will just bring the university into darkness and failure...

then... we applause for his nice lecture...

he thanked us for being the observers of his class...

and also with the other professors...

we left accre and went to the third floor to get Maam Villapando's things...

I've observed that she is afraid of the dark... coz she's saying something about creepy things that may appear while we are walking...

then...

we enter the faculty and after a minute or two... we left the room and shut the lights...

as we are walking...

maybe...

its a part of my "kapraningan"....

i hear a buzzer that cracks the silence in NEU...

i tell it to May, Joan and Berna...

and when we are near in the main gate...

i saw that the lights at the Gym are still open...

i think that someone is still there and someone is practicing...

May said that it was just Kuya Larry who just testing the buzzer if it still works well...

but...

it doesn't change my opinion that someone is still there...

then...

Maam Villapando get our name so that she give us a credit on the things that we have done on that day....

hehehehe.... additional grade in CS242...

we left Era maybe about 830pm...

and silence exist in the whole university...

and at my last glimpse at the Gym...

thinking that maybe...

someone is there...

and will make my day happy again...

the end of School Year is near...

hay...

buhay nga nmn...

ang bilis2 tlga...

2m...

tpos n ang mga exams...

malapit n kming matapos s mga defense...

karamihan...

bakasyon n ang iniicp...

boring nmn n kc ang exam week...

masarap mgpakasaya pagkatpos ng mga hardship s mga profs...

hay...

mamimiss ko tlga ung mga friends ko...

ung mga taong nging kaclose ko sa ERA...

ung mga nagpapatawa...

nangiinis...

mga kumag n nanjan sa tabi tabi...

mga friends...

and crush...

hay...

lahat nga nmn ay may katapusan...

hirap tlgang mbuhay ngaun...

pero at least...

naexperience kong maging college student...

uminom ng mga "HARD" drinks...

nagka allergy...

nagkaroon ng mga katampuhan...

hay...

sana maextend ung college lyf ko...

sana lng talga...

hay...

the year will now end...

hay....

malapit n mag end ang sem...

well...

ako malapit nrin matapos ung lyf ko as a student...

sna makakuha ako ng trabaho or mkuha ko ung scholarship grant ko sa NEC...

i really need money or any support for my studies...

kaya i really need to be strong lalo n ngaun...

i some ways...

makakya ko panmn cgurong maging isang matinong tao...

bakit b kc ang hirap mag aral ngaun eh...

kaya cguro kelangan ko ng magsumikap sa pagahahanap ng trabaho...

sana cpagin ako...

at sana khit papaano di ako maging sakitin...

un lng...

hehehehe.....

A little too much...

wla lng...

i think OA n tlga ako minsan...

i maybe frail...

i maybe sensitive..

but i feel...

it's too weird to act like a child when a situation occurs...

maybe i'm just OA...

but still i want to be me...

as in... ME...

no one can change that but i don't get myself....

nagiging weird n ung perception q sa life...

maybe adik lng tlga ako...

gnun tlga lng cguro un....

hmmmm.....

lucky day ko pla ngaun...

hehehehe...

kc may nkita akong mong...

iba tlga ung ngiti nya...

whahahahahaha....

praning nnmn ako...

hehehehehe....

i think GF nya ung pinuntahan nya knina...

well i think mong does love her...

hehehehehehe....

crush ko lng nmn ung kumag n un eh...

inspirasyon sa maliit n unibersidad 2lad ng Era....

basta mamimiss ko tlga xa...

hehehehehe....

I will miss his smile...

i hope...

i wish...

i beg...

sana hindi n i2 ung last tym n mkikita ko xang ngumiti...

sana hindi nrin i2 ung last tym n mkikita ko xa...

sana lng tlga...

if God will give me a chance to work and earn money just to continue my studies...

i will not regret to accept it...

i hope that my guardian angel will help me do all the things that i need to do in order for me to survive in all of the trials in my life that I am encountering right now...

sana tlga nageexist ung mga ganung angel...

i will miss their smile...

especially his smile...

wla lang iba tlga ung smile nya...

sna nga mkakita p ako ng ibang tulad ng smile nya...

mukhang nkakatakot pero deep inside matino, mabait and true to himself...

he may not be as perfect as my hero...

but he's my hero in disguise...

he save me from my great fall...

and the rest...



is history...

hay..

sana lng tlga...

bk8 b mganda ang likod ng mga guys???

ung likod mismo ung tinutukoy ko ah...

hindi ung butt nila...

anyways...

one time my nkita akong guy...
tumayo xa and pmunta sa isang sulok...
may tinatawagan xa...

and ng tumalikod xa...
ang ganda ng tindig nya...
ang puti ng polo, ang puti p nya...

even if di mkinis ang mukha nya...
nagmukha xang isang gentle guy dhil sa likod nya...

.......

one time...
tiningnan ko rin ung likod ni Mong...

hmmmmm....

aus lng...
straight, and "square shoulder" ang drama...
mukhang unan ung likod nya...
ang lapad kc eh...
ang sarap yakapin...
joke2 lng po..

hehehehe...

ung ibang mga guy n nkikita ko at nsasalubong...
ung likod nla ung una qng pinapancn...

ung iba kuba kubaan...
ung iba mxadong straight...
ung iba mlinis...
ung iba pawisan...

pero ang common sa knilang lahat...
msarap yakapin ung mga likod nilang malalapad...
ung tipong pde mong unanan...
pde mong iyakan...
at higit sa lhat, pde mong yakapin...

sna may myakap n ako...
hehehehe...

hopeless romantic nnmn kc ung drama ko ngaun...
kakatamad n kcng pumasok...
nmimiss ko ung brace nya...
kbadtrip...
hehehehe....

Ang buhay estudyante... bow!!! =D

ang hirap tlgang mabuhay sa EARTH...

bat b kc kelangan pang mging epal ako sa mundong ibabaw...

pero infairness... ung pgiging epal ko... may sense nmn khit papaano...

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bilang isang 2nd year college student...
bilang isang 18 years old n human being sa EARTH...
at bilang isang epal... hehehehe...

nagkaroon nmn ako ng mga experiences n khit papaano ay nkapagturo sa akin ng mga bagay- bagay n dapat kong ausin at mtutuhan...


back in HS...
isa lng akong low profile, mukhang basahan (self- pity nnmn ako), at no one expect that sa mukhang kong 'to eh may alam pla sa EARTH khit papaano

ung tipong thimik at bhala n si BATMAN sa lahat ang drama ko

isa akong UNDERDOG...
buti n nga un pra di ako mautusan ng mga cm8's ko nun...
kakatamad lng tlaga kc minsan eh... kakatamad kc ung mga paperworks eh... hehehehe...

khit papaano...
tinuruan nila ako kung paano mging mature sa lhat ng mkikita sa paligid...
kc cla pag nagicp... pinag icipan tlga...
khit mga nerdy people ang kramihan...
HAPPY HAPPy prin ung drama nming lahat...
batas batasan s lhat... hehehehe...
masaya khit pinapagalitan kc halatang nagkokopyahan...
brutal sa kalokohan...
masaya sa lhat ng katarantaduhan...
grumadweyt ng sabay2...
umiyak sa graduation day...
reunion ng reunion pra my connection prin...

hay iba tlga ang HS life...
bata p kc kmi nun cguro kaya ganyan ang pamumuhay nmin....
wlang magawa kya ganyan ang trip...
kakamiss tlaga...

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ngaung college n ako...
dming nagbago...
ung language ko...
ung lifestyle ko (nandun prin c bespren eyeliner...)
ung uniform...
new friends and new crush...
new attitude to build and personality to develop...

I'll try to be me (ung garapal ung pagkilos, wlang pumipigil sa trip kong gwin, at wlang hiya sa mga ginagawa ko...)

mejo nhirapan ako...
kc conservative ung pagkakakilala ko sa mga tao d2...
kelangan ng adjustments...
then I try to adjust sa mga new friends ko...hehehehehe...
iba kc ung ugali nla sa nkagisnan kong mga tao sa LHS...
aus lng...
unique nmn ang bawat tao sa EARTH db?! =D
nhirapan lng ako cguro sa lhat ng knilang mga pinaggagawa...
di ko nmn cla masisisi or masusumbatan kc iba din cla nung HS...
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ngaung 2 taon n ang lumipas...
i try to reminisce my life from my HS memories up to the present...
maraming pagbabago at pagkakapareho...

ung isa kong cm8 nung HS... pnagmamalaki ang brand ng yosi n gingamit... (pinagmamaybang nya ung brand ng YOSI n papatay sa baga nya... hehehehe... joke =D )
ung iba may nagbago ng looks...
ung iba may mga xota n...
and most of them are busy studying (ka echosan ng mga PLAT ang "studying HARD" n phrase n yan)

sa college...
some are maturing from their looks up to their inner personalities and attitudes...
some are trying to study hard...
some are improving...
and some are feeling...

marami png mga taon n darating c lyf ko... (cguro...)
kya i'll try to be me until the end of my life...
mahirap mging plastic noh...
di kya flexible ang mga taong pinaplastic ang sarili...

kaya...
SO HELP me GOD nlng tlga... =D

Is he my First Love?

malay ko b sa sarili ko...

prati ko nlng cnasabi n xa at xa ang first love ko...

kaso...

matatawag ko bang first love ang sitwasyon n kung saan wla xang pkialam sa mga nararamdaman ko???...

I think it's my mistake...
I named him as my "first love" pero hindi nmn ata...

biruin mo b nmng umiyak ako sa ganung uri ng lalaki???


ang tanga ko talaga...


hay... kapag naaalala ko tlaga lhat ng mga kalokohan at katarantaduhan n ginawa ko pra lng malaman nya gusto ko xa...

Shet... nakakasuka tlga...

buti n nga lang may nakapag sabi sa akin n he doesn't deserve to be loved coz he's not my worth...

kaso...

pra akong crang plaka n parating inuulit ulit ang history...

subukan ko mang ibaon ung mga memories n un sa isang box at itapon sa moon...

leche tlga kc ayaw magpatapon ng box... hehehehe

pero ako n rin cguro ang may ayaw n itapon un... hehehehe...prang tanga lng noh... hehehe

sana di k nlng cnabi sa kanya... e di friends kmi hanggang end ng 4th year...

biruin mo bnmn n isang beses lng nya ako kinausap and that's when I celebrate my 16th bday... tapos wla nah... hehehehe

hay....

ang tanga kc ni Lea Sanchez pagdating sa gnitong bgay... badtrip...

kung nging lalaki nlng sna ako...
at least....



kung may tinamaan... di nmn po ako nanunumbat...

kelangan ko lng svhin pra hindi sumabog sa dibdib ko... hehehehe.... peace po tau...

The Emo-thic side of me...

is it wrong if I put a thick black eye liner in my eyes???

is it wrong if I change the way I look in the public eye???

is it a sin if I become transparent???

is it unfair if I wear a pearl earring???

is it a foolish thing if I smile even if I look like a witch???

is it a stupid thing if I put some face powder, lip gloss and blush on in my face???

is there something wrong if I wear unusual dress when I go in the public???

then if there's nothing wrong on all the things that I'm doing...

then why there's a lot of people who still cannot understand me???

why can't they understand me???