Back for Good

I miss doing this.. Writing a blog just to share it with everyone..

I'm so desperate to relax because how can I do that so..

I have work and studies (THESIS) at the same time..

I thought that it's gonna be easy but it's not..

Since I'm more into working because I earn money, I almost forgot that I have a thesis left and it's one of the most crucial things that I need to work on. HELLO!! My diploma is still in danger..

In addition to that, I stop getting along with some of my workmates because they're getting into my nerves. It's really true that you cannot please everyone. So what if I move from them, I'm gonna die. They're just part of my history as a human being. >.< Jerks!

Anyways, hmmm... Speaking friends.. I miss them a lot.. As in a lot. If I will only be given a chance to see them in a snap of a finger. I will grab that opportunity. My friends are the only people who can relieve my stress, makes me laugh and cry, and they are the only one whom I ca share my thoughts. I love to see them again. Even in one day only..

And about my studies. What should I do??! I'm really scared that I will lose this chance of ending my college life this coming October. Its been a month when the last time I showed up with my thesis adviser.. Shame!! I really want to end my studies as soon as possible because I don't want to add another DRP in my school records. It'll gonna ruin everything.

Well I hope that everything go well as the days pass by very fast.. Hope that God can help me.. I always forget to pray to Him even though I know that He's the One that can help in all of sufferings..

Bye for now.. See you later.. :D

What's wrong with me??

I don't know what's the problem??
Is it me or it's just because of me?? Waaahhh...

I think I'm going nuts...

I'm very relax... Too enjoyed... Too Excited... Too much..

I should stop enjoying much of my existence before it eats me out...

I should focus everything... Concentrate on all the tasks assigned to me... And as the acting leader of my group in Thesis and Japanese 2... I should focus on all the projects and deadlines before I let myself gone through all the happy events... I should not waste every minute because time runs too fast...

I am a responsible person and as a person owning that adjective... I should give justice to that word and act as a real leader..

Lord... Please give me strength on doing all the things I need to do... Please keep us all away from harm and sickness... keep us all safe... :D

Hope that all of this things will end very soon... :D