Is he my First Love?

malay ko b sa sarili ko...

prati ko nlng cnasabi n xa at xa ang first love ko...

kaso...

matatawag ko bang first love ang sitwasyon n kung saan wla xang pkialam sa mga nararamdaman ko???...

I think it's my mistake...
I named him as my "first love" pero hindi nmn ata...

biruin mo b nmng umiyak ako sa ganung uri ng lalaki???


ang tanga ko talaga...


hay... kapag naaalala ko tlaga lhat ng mga kalokohan at katarantaduhan n ginawa ko pra lng malaman nya gusto ko xa...

Shet... nakakasuka tlga...

buti n nga lang may nakapag sabi sa akin n he doesn't deserve to be loved coz he's not my worth...

kaso...

pra akong crang plaka n parating inuulit ulit ang history...

subukan ko mang ibaon ung mga memories n un sa isang box at itapon sa moon...

leche tlga kc ayaw magpatapon ng box... hehehehe

pero ako n rin cguro ang may ayaw n itapon un... hehehehe...prang tanga lng noh... hehehe

sana di k nlng cnabi sa kanya... e di friends kmi hanggang end ng 4th year...

biruin mo bnmn n isang beses lng nya ako kinausap and that's when I celebrate my 16th bday... tapos wla nah... hehehehe

hay....

ang tanga kc ni Lea Sanchez pagdating sa gnitong bgay... badtrip...

kung nging lalaki nlng sna ako...
at least....



kung may tinamaan... di nmn po ako nanunumbat...

kelangan ko lng svhin pra hindi sumabog sa dibdib ko... hehehehe.... peace po tau...

The Emo-thic side of me...

is it wrong if I put a thick black eye liner in my eyes???

is it wrong if I change the way I look in the public eye???

is it a sin if I become transparent???

is it unfair if I wear a pearl earring???

is it a foolish thing if I smile even if I look like a witch???

is it a stupid thing if I put some face powder, lip gloss and blush on in my face???

is there something wrong if I wear unusual dress when I go in the public???

then if there's nothing wrong on all the things that I'm doing...

then why there's a lot of people who still cannot understand me???

why can't they understand me???