I just wondering if I'm just ignoring some of the important things in life...
like having fun with my friends in a mall... A get together somewhere...
or eating with my best buddies in a food cart... enjoying all the foods we want to eat...
or shop 'till we drop... (I'm just going to do this if I become a rich girl... maybe someday...)
or smile like there's no ending together with a special guy...
Maybe...
Life is too bitter for me...
It's part of my life since I was born here in this cruel world....
I cannot blame my parents or anyone for the fate that I have today...
Actually, I'm very thankful on where I am right now...
The only thing that I hate is I can't buy or pay for some of the things I needed in school, for my leisure and some things in life....
Well...
It's not my decision to go in New Era at all...
It's my parents decision...
I like in PUP... why they just let me study there so that they are not suffering on the fees I need to pay in New Era...
Sometimes, I need to believe in my instincts and future outlook in life...
Well...
Sufferings and trials in life is part of every man's life...
I just only need to face it...
