Tuesday, April 14, 2009

A Decision To Make...



I'm back again after a long week of vacation...

well..

something got into my mind last holy week...

I need to change something about me...

It's either my self-esteem, my personality, my looks etc.

I think that since my college life is at stake...

I need to grow more and develop my skills...

I shouldn't hide my true self or I should say my true identity to all the people that I've met before...

I don't know where I should start...

maybe...

I should adjust my lifestyle...

Bring more confidence inside me...

and stand up thru the crowd where I am standing at...

I think being more unique and skillful will be the key for my transformation...

Hehehehe....

It's a bit dramatic but I really need this kind of change...

It's for my own good nmn...



Well...

I will just wait for the results of my job hunt and scholarship...

Patience is a virtue... I think...

Hmmmm....

Saturday, April 4, 2009

It's now OVER!!!

One day...

I've realized that my day dreaming is over...

He's not worth it...

He's just a part of my college life...

He's just an ordinary guy....



It's enough....

From this very day...

I promise and cross it to my heart...

I will never ever be so fragile and easily hooked up onto someone without knowing their true identity and their true color...



It's over...