Jealousy... =(

is it jealousy?...
I don't own him...
HE's not my property...

BUT...
What is this feeling that I feel whenever I see HIM talking to my friend...
HE always talks to vhea (actually prati c vhea ang kausap nya... huhuhu.. )

I always say to myself that...
"Lea,it's OK..."
"HE's not worth it... rather HE had a GF..."
"why do you push yourself to HIM???"
"do you want HISTORY repeat itself???"

I've been in love for the past 2 years...
but I felt disappointment after...
LOVE sometimes gives me HEADACHE...(honestly... )
Like what my sister said...
"Ate... di nmn hinahanap yan eh... dumarating yan... malay mo di lang isa yung darating... bka dalawa o higit pa..."

Kung tutuusin tama sya...
Bat ako naghahanap?
masarap tlagang magmahal pero kung me nagmamay ari n skanya.....

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Si God n ang bahala...
alam nmn Nya lahat eh...
di nmn Nya tayo hahayaang masaktan dahil sa LOVE n sya ring dahilan kung bait tayo nbubuhay sa maliit n mundong ito...