Loneliness from apart...

I think I can hear myself cry,

But tears didn't fall from my eyes,

Maybe, I'm too weak to handle such things,

Like a lovre that no one can hear.

I'm so much in love but deeply hurt when left behind,

That's why I need to commit a suicide,

A suicide which they call numbness,

And after that... I don't know what's going to happen.

Watch me when I'm going to fall,

'Coz no one will catch me from below,

I need a savior or a hero,

Who will help me after my great fall.

I wish I can freeze my heart,

In a fridge, in Antartica, or in outer space,

I want to be prisoned by my loneliness,

And after that, I will let myself sleep for a thousand of years.

I hope I can trash away my feelings,

Out my heart can't do such things,

I'm still waiting for a LIGHT that will wake me up,

From the numbness that I'm going to chant.