Diminished by Fate?

I just wondering if I'm just ignoring some of the important things in life...

like having fun with my friends in a mall... A get together somewhere...

or eating with my best buddies in a food cart... enjoying all the foods we want to eat...

or shop 'till we drop... (I'm just going to do this if I become a rich girl... maybe someday...)

or smile like there's no ending together with a special guy...

Maybe...

Life is too bitter for me...

It's part of my life since I was born here in this cruel world....

I cannot blame my parents or anyone for the fate that I have today...

Actually, I'm very thankful on where I am right now...

The only thing that I hate is I can't buy or pay for some of the things I needed in school, for my leisure and some things in life....

Well...

It's not my decision to go in New Era at all...

It's my parents decision...

I like in PUP... why they just let me study there so that they are not suffering on the fees I need to pay in New Era...

Sometimes, I need to believe in my instincts and future outlook in life...

Well...

Sufferings and trials in life is part of every man's life...

I just only need to face it...

Unlocking my eyes to an Ogre that locks it...

pcenxia n kung mejo mhaba ung title...

anyways...

it's just about an ogre, like Shrek, who captivate my eye because of his unque identity...

Somehow...

That ogre is different from others...

Maybe, because of his ability to captivate my EMO eyes...

It's hard to catch my attention...

I really don't know how that ogre did it... Especially, in me..

Hmmmm....

Well...

But for now...

I will unlock my attention to that ogre so that I am able to move like I'm real and somewhat typical...

I don't want to waste my time on that ogre...

I hope that I can move on...

It's hard to be in a place where that ogre also exist..

hmpf...

well... It's up to me...

but it's my decision to do it so...

I'm super WANTED!!!

i'm super ever WANTED girl...

dhil nrin sa super ever hilig kong kumuha ng pix ng mga guys sa skul...

haaaayyyyyyy!!!

yesterday,

joan, so a guy looking at me outside our room in phy2..

he wonder who is it...

the joan ask me to look to a guy who is sitting at the back seats in rm232A...

joan said it ooks like Marimar (you know who is it... the best buddy of Q&A)...

well...

when i look to the guy... He's Marimar...

then... joan said that Marimar is looking at me...

then, i pause for a while and i remember those days that i hunt them just to take their pictures...

waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh... Yari n tlga ako sknila...

cguro super WANTED!!! ako sa mga un...

adik kc ako before...

shockers... bahala na...

di nmn cla visible sa era ngaun kaya no problem un...

pkialam b nila sa hobby ko before...

hehehehehehe...

basta wg lng cla mkialam... ayos na...

as an Emo Girl... i shouldn't act like childlishly... even though i'm a bit sensitive on what people are saying about me...

basta bhala n c God...

un na un... hehehehe

The King of Pop is now at peace...

I will really miss the guy who dances with a pair black shoes...

... with a military jacket

... wearing a shimmering clothes

... his showmanship

... his curly hair that always lay down with his fair, thin face

... the songs that will make you "Aww.."

... the jaw dropping performance for his fans

... his good heart for the young ones

... he heals the world... Maybe...

he may not be a perfect guy...

he is still the guy who make the world united because of the songs he had written to show how life is cruel and good...

Rest in Peace...

A new hardship...

hay...

first things first...

my mom is not going to support my studies anymore... that is effective next sem...

then...

the schedule is too tight...

i don't know if the sched will allow me to be a working student...

hay...

tsk.. tsk.. tsk...

Life is too rough to me...

I don't know if it is going to help me improve or what?



I hope that these kind of trials will not block my way to the peak of success..



I will just continue to pray...