Diminished by Fate?

I just wondering if I'm just ignoring some of the important things in life...

like having fun with my friends in a mall... A get together somewhere...

or eating with my best buddies in a food cart... enjoying all the foods we want to eat...

or shop 'till we drop... (I'm just going to do this if I become a rich girl... maybe someday...)

or smile like there's no ending together with a special guy...

Maybe...

Life is too bitter for me...

It's part of my life since I was born here in this cruel world....

I cannot blame my parents or anyone for the fate that I have today...

Actually, I'm very thankful on where I am right now...

The only thing that I hate is I can't buy or pay for some of the things I needed in school, for my leisure and some things in life....

Well...

It's not my decision to go in New Era at all...

It's my parents decision...

I like in PUP... why they just let me study there so that they are not suffering on the fees I need to pay in New Era...

Sometimes, I need to believe in my instincts and future outlook in life...

Well...

Sufferings and trials in life is part of every man's life...

I just only need to face it...