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It is written mostly in Filipino with some English parts on it...

Do Re Mi: A Melody From The Heart

Happiness, Sadness, Misadventures.... Hello Tomorrow :)

Its already been 3 years since my last post and I never though that my Blogger account is still up.

For the past three years of my life, there has been a lot of changes and challenges that  I've encountered.

Changes...

• I've graduated in college.
• I've worked in Sykes Asia for almost 2 years as a Customer Service Representative (and because of this my English has somewhat improved ---> sana nga hehehe :D )
• Currently working as a Software Engineer in Accenture in which I hope it will be my last employer
• I've gained some weight while working
• And I have found my future partner in life... my Tart <3 span="">

Challenges...

• The most common problem in the world ---> Money (it's hard for me save money since I'm supporting my 2 siblings in their college education.)
• Finding the right career for me. (I always wished to worked in a place where I know I can stay a lot longer while enjoying a lot while working)
• Handling my life, love life, struggles at work, family problem had been a very frustrating thing for me.
• And my envy towards others has not been a very helpful thing in my life.

This list that I've created may be just short but there's a lot more of that.

I know that there's a lot of things that will still come in my way. It may be positive or negative but I know and I believe that these things have sufficient reason why they are given to me.

I'm hoping that I will also find the answer on one of the questions that I always have in mid.
"What is my purpose in life?"


I also assume that my emo days from the past three years had been gone and the hopeless romantic version of me is always on its active mode. 

I'm glad that I already found my happiness to someone who I unexpected fall in love with.

Loving someone fills the gap in my empty heart. It brings happiness, sadness and a lot of adventures and misadventures. I somewhat learn how to laugh hard without feeling embarassed in front of him. It taught me how to show my true emotions and be real in all occassions because there are no reasons to be ashamed of yourself.


For now, my life maybe just as common as others but I still believe my life will have a very exemplary meaning on it.

And once I've known the meaning of it, I'll share it to everyone.

Back for Good

I miss doing this.. Writing a blog just to share it with everyone..

I'm so desperate to relax because how can I do that so..

I have work and studies (THESIS) at the same time..

I thought that it's gonna be easy but it's not..

Since I'm more into working because I earn money, I almost forgot that I have a thesis left and it's one of the most crucial things that I need to work on. HELLO!! My diploma is still in danger..

In addition to that, I stop getting along with some of my workmates because they're getting into my nerves. It's really true that you cannot please everyone. So what if I move from them, I'm gonna die. They're just part of my history as a human being. >.< Jerks!

Anyways, hmmm... Speaking friends.. I miss them a lot.. As in a lot. If I will only be given a chance to see them in a snap of a finger. I will grab that opportunity. My friends are the only people who can relieve my stress, makes me laugh and cry, and they are the only one whom I ca share my thoughts. I love to see them again. Even in one day only..

And about my studies. What should I do??! I'm really scared that I will lose this chance of ending my college life this coming October. Its been a month when the last time I showed up with my thesis adviser.. Shame!! I really want to end my studies as soon as possible because I don't want to add another DRP in my school records. It'll gonna ruin everything.

Well I hope that everything go well as the days pass by very fast.. Hope that God can help me.. I always forget to pray to Him even though I know that He's the One that can help in all of sufferings..

Bye for now.. See you later.. :D

What's wrong with me??

I don't know what's the problem??
Is it me or it's just because of me?? Waaahhh...

I think I'm going nuts...

I'm very relax... Too enjoyed... Too Excited... Too much..

I should stop enjoying much of my existence before it eats me out...

I should focus everything... Concentrate on all the tasks assigned to me... And as the acting leader of my group in Thesis and Japanese 2... I should focus on all the projects and deadlines before I let myself gone through all the happy events... I should not waste every minute because time runs too fast...

I am a responsible person and as a person owning that adjective... I should give justice to that word and act as a real leader..

Lord... Please give me strength on doing all the things I need to do... Please keep us all away from harm and sickness... keep us all safe... :D

Hope that all of this things will end very soon... :D

New Discoveries

These past few weeks... I have been in different problems and I have realized new things...

The first thing that I have realized is that... I should not trust someone that I don't really know...
I shouldn't give my full trust to someone who will just make you cry and act innocently at the end..

That love is not going to be found by just dating with a guy that looks interested in you...
That guys are always playing with girls...
And that... you always check his Facebook account so that you will know all his lies and all the truth behind that innocent face..

I never imagine that I will shed a tear to that guy... He made me believe that he's really in love with me... but i the end, I'm just a doll and ready to be thrown away...


anyways... I have to move on... He's just a waste of time and energy... :(

lately... I found myself addicted to Facebook for an unknown reason... I'm spending money just to check what's that latest activities inside my FB account... It's quite funny that I'm bringing back the old times when I was in high school and became an addict on Friendster... hahaha :D
too childish for my age... :D but I'm enjoying it.. I'm enjoying my life as a 20 year old girl...


Next is.. I think I've grown up in some ways... Like a mature lady... But not too matured enough to say that I can handle all the problems without being childish... I grow up in some aspects of life... Stick to what I know is right for me and everyone... And act truly in front of many... I think that's the best description of me as of the moment...

And now... 2011 is near... New year, new life, new adventures and challenges awaits me... I just need to be stronger,healthier -ever since the world began... I'm always attacked by common diseases and I hate it... :( - and act the way I used to be...

Like what people know about me... It's me.. This is me... And it's just me... :D

Happy New Year to everyone... :D