A Disease called Love

I maybe strong and eager
But deep within me,
A weak girl hides
One day, a doctor confirmed that I've been infected...
By a contiguous disease commonly called LOVE...



A prince is one of the cause of my illness
I let myself expect that he's going to appreciate me
But in the end...
I fall in the big hole of depression...



After a while...
I was sent to a hospital
My vital signs are now severe
My heart rate sounds like a noisy beep...



The doctor says I'm too infested
I must know how to heal...
A wound that cause me a tragic incident that I've been through a lot...



I was sent to the ICU
Then to the trauma ward
And when I woke up...
I saw a feather swishing around me...



One day

A frog came at the ward
He's not good looking but he knows how to deal with people
I don't know him, he don't know me
But I know he's good for me...



He makes me laugh when I'm sad
I thank him for being like that
But when he says goodbye
Tears drop from my eyes...



Now that I am fully recovered from an infection
I must help myself regain my strength
I found out that I must not look for an angel
Who's going to bring me in hell...

A Poem to Remember

Thanks for the laughter you share

Thanks for being there

Thanks for the patience

tender, love, and care

Thanks for cheering me up

Thanks for making me laugh

Thanks for letting me feel that I'm important

Thanks for respecting what I want.

Sorry for the things I made you cried

Sorry if sometimes, I have my pride

Sorry for the sadness I bring

Sorry for everything.

How I wish you're always there for me

How I wish you accept my sincerity

Hope you enjoy sharing your life with me

Dont forget that you are a part of me.

Thanks for being "the best"

The best person I've ever met

Thanks for giving me your all

To you, I have no regret

I will be there to wipe your tears away

I will be there to fight your fears away

I will be there when your rainbow turns into gray

I will be there when you have no words to say

I will be there to comfort you

I will be there to hug you

I'm always ready to support you

I will be there, I promise you.

10 things I hate about MEN...

Every individual has their own personalities and characteristics….

And that’s the big reason why I don’t want to have a relationship with the opposite gender…

Men are different from women… That’s a fact…

As a choosy person… I’d like to have a relationship to someone I like and love most…

But there are THINGS that I hate about men…

And these are…

10. Kill joy

9. Corny… (as in)

8. Hard Drinker…. (Alcoholic)

7. Smoke Belcher… (Chain smoker or just a smoker)

6. Irresponsible

5. Numb and Dumb

4. Stubborn

3. Scallops…. (Selfish)

2. B.I (Bad Influence)

1. Suplado… (What is suplado in English???)

at the end of a sem...

and now...
the end is near...
well...
first sem will end for tomorrow...
and no one can stop it...
my memories for the past semester will now stay calm under my mind...
and of course...
Mong is one of it...

I hope...
one of this days...
He'll notice me...
I know it's just a wild dream that I could ever imagine...
He's not a numb... and that's for sure...
but still he'll never notice such a girl like me...

Back to reality...
I 'll miss most of my friends...
they're always there to comfort me... (khit n bugbog sarado n ako sa knila sa mga jokes nla...)
sana makuha ko ung scholarship grant next year para di ako huminto sa pag-aaral...
sana lang...

And this is my last post for this sem...
Have a nice vacation to all of you guys...

My Inspiration

Of all the things that I've experienced in my damn life...
Minsanan lng ako naging masaya dhil sa mga "CRUSHES" q...

Nsaktan n ako...
Umiyak...
Natrauma...
Nainsecure sa itsura ko dhil n rin kay JP...
naging pangit ang outlook ko sa srili q and I lose my confidence...

But then again...
Dhil n rin sa kababawan ko...
NagkaCRUSH nnmn c Lea...

BUT THEN AGAIN...
kmusta nmn ako...
nakakita nnmn ako ng katulad ni JP...
parehong nagbabasketball...
parehong tamad mag-aral...
parehong matangkad at maputi...
parehong may pimples sa face...
pero mas CHUBBY c Mong...

mabait nmn cla pareho pero mas maPR c Mong...

I really don't know why I like them...
My friends doesn't like Mong...
nagrereto nga cla ng iba pra sa akin...

I will share this story...
nkita ko noong wednesday c Mong n topless during PE nmin...
then...
sumaktong game ko n for doubles sa PE
tuwang tuwa ang mga friends and klasm8s ko...
inspired nmn ako...
at ayun champion ako sa mixed doubles event ng badminton nmin sa school...
masaya n ako sa lagay n iyan...
ang babaw ko noh... heheheh...

but then...
wla n nga akong magagawa...
mas mabuti p nga cguro n maging single ako forever...
wla rin kcng magkakagus2 sken eh... hehehehe
nagdadrama ang lola...
i just love to be single...