Is it a big deal?!

well...
for me... as a fan of our team...
a big YES... it's a big deal... we hope and pray for them...



well...
I cannot blame anyone of them...
they give a nice and fair game to everyone...
as a matter of fact...
they give all the best they could give...
but still...
it was not enough...

most of them are going to graduate this school year...
we all think that they will win because of the fact that this is the last BB game that they will play in Era...
but still...
a phrase win this time around.... "Don't expect to much... it will lead to disappointment..."



I try to go inside the shower room after the game...
but I saw Angel's face... He's sad and he's not in the mood...
I just shout and yell the word... "It's not a big deal... You won last year... It's just ok..."
but I'm not in the position to say that thing...
I'm not a player... nor a part of the team...
I'm just a fan who only know how to cheer and yell and take some pictures...


Well... there is always a winner... and a loser...
If they continue blaming their selves (their sadness continue after a week)...
well... that is a loser's way on how to relieve their selves...
they will prove that they are losers...
I did not say this just to blame them or what so ever...
They must focus on the brighter future they will have after they graduate...

Winner Takes it ALL!!!

basta nag-eexist p ang mga taong marunong umintindi sa word na "HOPE"...
maraming magiging WINNER...
maraming magiging successful s buhay...

They know how to stand up in every fall they've experienced...
kc nga mayroon pang pag-asa sa utak at puso nila...
hindi sila UMAASA... may PAG- ASA pa sa knila...

Madrama b?

Confessions of an Imaginative Mind...

actually...
i like to watch Movies...
may dream nga ako n maging isang Director...

so...
as a Hobby... I always watch movies produced in different countries...

kaya nga me nabuo akong story sa utak ko..
and I want to share it to all of you...

sa isang bahay...
may magkapatid n super ever ang sweetness because they are totally ulila....
the eldest is named Mark and her younger sister is Anne...
Mark promise to himself that he is going to protect and take good care of Anne what ever happens...
One day,
They are playing inside their house...
they are throwing pillows at each other because Anne tease his kuya who has a BIG pimple on his face...
Mark... as usual... eh naasar... kaya ang ganti nya eh... batuhin ng unan ang kapatid...
dahil tinamaan ng todo si Anne... gumanti xa... at umabot hanggang kusina ang batuhan...
c Anne ay may nkitang harina...
ano p nga bng gagawin nya sa arina?... e di ibabato sa kuya nya...
..... bato dito bato doon....
..... AYUN... SAPUL sa mukha ang Uncle nina Anne at Mark... n papasok ng kusina...
at anong reaksyon nya?...
Well... of course... nagalit ang lolo....
actually... di xa matanda pero dhil sa kakulitan ng mga pamangkin,tumatanda xa...
ang Uncle Cris nina Mark at Anne ang kumuha s knila ng maulila n ng lubos ang dalawa...
mabait nmn xa at maunawain... pero... umiikli yun lahat kapag nagkukulitan ang dalawa at parati xang nadadamay...
balik sa bahay...
Uncle Cris ask Mark kung bakit pinapatulan nya ang mga pang aasar ni Anne...
Mark doesn't answer his uncle... he just nod his head and said Sorry to his uncle...
Anne also said sorry...
Mark looked at Anne for a while and when Anne noticed that his brother is staring at her...
Mark quickly removed his eyes on Anne...

the next morning...
sabay pumasok ang dalawa...
wlang kumikibo...

Pagpasok ng gate ng school...
May dalawang babae ang kumausap kay Mark...
They are asking Mark if they can have a picture of him...
Pumayag nmn c Mark...
Nakabusangot nmn ang mukha ni Anne... sabay sabing...
-"Ate ba't nyo pinipicturan yang lalaking yan?"
na-offend ang dalawang babae... sabay sbi ng isa...
-"Anong paki mo?"
Lalong nagngitngit c Anne...
-"Ang pangit pangit nmn ng kuya ko eh... May syota n kaya yan..."
Tameme ang dalawang girl...sabay alis...
Hinawakan ni Mark ang kamay ni Anne at hinatak papasok ng school...
Tinanong ni Mark si Anne...
-"Wag kang ganoon Anne... Wla nmn clang ginagawang masama ..."
Sumagot si Anne ng pabalang...
-"Bakit ako ang pinagsasabihan mo nyan?... Cguro gustong gusto mong may magpapicture sa'yo ano?"
-"Bakit nagseselos ka?"ang sabi ni Mark...
-"Papasok n ako... malalate n ako eh... kita kits nlng mamaya..." ang palusot ni Anne...
Si Anne ay isang freshman sa college... Computer Science ang kinukuha...
Si MArk nmn ay isang graduating student... ECE nmn xa...
Pareho sila ng school n pinapasukan...Obvious nmn sa umpisa ng story eh...

next... Around the school... (magtatatym n me eh...)

Reminiscin' ...

a lot of people think that I'm a dumb person...
maybe because of my attitude and personality...
many of those people who doesn't know me believe that I'm just an ordinary person...
I am ordinary but I can do what others can't...

Last night...
I cry...(without a big damn reason)...
I just remember the feeling I felt when i was in High School...
I have many memories left in LHS...
My dearest friends and some people who doesn't care for me...
Including my crush in HS...
HE is someone who I care most...

but...
I really can't understand boys' feeling whenever a girl confess their feeling to them...
maybe, HE's shock knowing that there is someone who likes HIM...

Anyways...
I remember what my friends gave me in my 17th bday...
I makes me blush... and blush whenever I remember it...
My friends request HIM to lend the rose which my friend bought for me...
HE accept my friends request...
it was during MATH class (under Ms. Villafranca)...
my friends told Maam that they are going to conduct a game...
the game was all about Trigonometry...
I was included in the game...
Actually I'm the third contestant...
A friend of mine blindfolded me and the word that I need to guess is behind me...

after 30 seconds...(I can't guess the word 'coz there is no given clue)...
a song (the song is "Nakapagtataka by Sponge Cola") was played...
and when I open my eyes...
I saw HIM standing at the door...
HE's holding a rose (an orange one...)and a BOUQUET of LETTERS from my friends...
After giving me the rose and the bouquet of letters...
HE said "Sorry... Please forget what I've done in the past..."
Actually... HE didn't mean to hurt me...
I'm the one who hurts myself...

But after...
HE just move away from me...
It hurts but I must accept it... I don't own HIM...
BUT STILL... it hurts...
my feelings for HIM doesn't change at all...

But then...
my personality as a hopeless romantic doesn't change a lot...
I still hope that someday a PRINCE will come to save me from my depressions and failures in my LIFE...

Jealousy... =(

is it jealousy?...
I don't own him...
HE's not my property...

BUT...
What is this feeling that I feel whenever I see HIM talking to my friend...
HE always talks to vhea (actually prati c vhea ang kausap nya... huhuhu.. )

I always say to myself that...
"Lea,it's OK..."
"HE's not worth it... rather HE had a GF..."
"why do you push yourself to HIM???"
"do you want HISTORY repeat itself???"

I've been in love for the past 2 years...
but I felt disappointment after...
LOVE sometimes gives me HEADACHE...(honestly... )
Like what my sister said...
"Ate... di nmn hinahanap yan eh... dumarating yan... malay mo di lang isa yung darating... bka dalawa o higit pa..."

Kung tutuusin tama sya...
Bat ako naghahanap?
masarap tlagang magmahal pero kung me nagmamay ari n skanya.....

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Si God n ang bahala...
alam nmn Nya lahat eh...
di nmn Nya tayo hahayaang masaktan dahil sa LOVE n sya ring dahilan kung bait tayo nbubuhay sa maliit n mundong ito...