My Inspiration

Of all the things that I've experienced in my damn life...
Minsanan lng ako naging masaya dhil sa mga "CRUSHES" q...

Nsaktan n ako...
Umiyak...
Natrauma...
Nainsecure sa itsura ko dhil n rin kay JP...
naging pangit ang outlook ko sa srili q and I lose my confidence...

But then again...
Dhil n rin sa kababawan ko...
NagkaCRUSH nnmn c Lea...

BUT THEN AGAIN...
kmusta nmn ako...
nakakita nnmn ako ng katulad ni JP...
parehong nagbabasketball...
parehong tamad mag-aral...
parehong matangkad at maputi...
parehong may pimples sa face...
pero mas CHUBBY c Mong...

mabait nmn cla pareho pero mas maPR c Mong...

I really don't know why I like them...
My friends doesn't like Mong...
nagrereto nga cla ng iba pra sa akin...

I will share this story...
nkita ko noong wednesday c Mong n topless during PE nmin...
then...
sumaktong game ko n for doubles sa PE
tuwang tuwa ang mga friends and klasm8s ko...
inspired nmn ako...
at ayun champion ako sa mixed doubles event ng badminton nmin sa school...
masaya n ako sa lagay n iyan...
ang babaw ko noh... heheheh...

but then...
wla n nga akong magagawa...
mas mabuti p nga cguro n maging single ako forever...
wla rin kcng magkakagus2 sken eh... hehehehe
nagdadrama ang lola...
i just love to be single...

the door is now close...

finally...
we are able to face the truth that we did not win in this years Tagis Lakas...
we'll that okay...
there's nothing to be bothered about...
it's just a game... there's always a winner and a loser...

kisa said that she'd moved on from her crush...
joan has also moved on... knowing the fact that her crush has a girlfriend...
mae... we'll she's lucky to see her crush... she's lucky...
me... we'll... stable... single... and has no problem with my feelings...
berna... i don't know...

having a free mind right now is an advantage for all of us...
maybe because... we have nothing to worry or to think...

Me...
I just want to have a simple life... together with my friends... up to the day we will graduate...
I hope we pass all the subjects...

Life is just too short...
Grab the opportunities as long as you don't hurt anyone's feelings...
Smile... to have a long and lasting youth... =p

Is it a big deal?!

well...
for me... as a fan of our team...
a big YES... it's a big deal... we hope and pray for them...



well...
I cannot blame anyone of them...
they give a nice and fair game to everyone...
as a matter of fact...
they give all the best they could give...
but still...
it was not enough...

most of them are going to graduate this school year...
we all think that they will win because of the fact that this is the last BB game that they will play in Era...
but still...
a phrase win this time around.... "Don't expect to much... it will lead to disappointment..."



I try to go inside the shower room after the game...
but I saw Angel's face... He's sad and he's not in the mood...
I just shout and yell the word... "It's not a big deal... You won last year... It's just ok..."
but I'm not in the position to say that thing...
I'm not a player... nor a part of the team...
I'm just a fan who only know how to cheer and yell and take some pictures...


Well... there is always a winner... and a loser...
If they continue blaming their selves (their sadness continue after a week)...
well... that is a loser's way on how to relieve their selves...
they will prove that they are losers...
I did not say this just to blame them or what so ever...
They must focus on the brighter future they will have after they graduate...

Winner Takes it ALL!!!

basta nag-eexist p ang mga taong marunong umintindi sa word na "HOPE"...
maraming magiging WINNER...
maraming magiging successful s buhay...

They know how to stand up in every fall they've experienced...
kc nga mayroon pang pag-asa sa utak at puso nila...
hindi sila UMAASA... may PAG- ASA pa sa knila...

Madrama b?

Confessions of an Imaginative Mind...

actually...
i like to watch Movies...
may dream nga ako n maging isang Director...

so...
as a Hobby... I always watch movies produced in different countries...

kaya nga me nabuo akong story sa utak ko..
and I want to share it to all of you...

sa isang bahay...
may magkapatid n super ever ang sweetness because they are totally ulila....
the eldest is named Mark and her younger sister is Anne...
Mark promise to himself that he is going to protect and take good care of Anne what ever happens...
One day,
They are playing inside their house...
they are throwing pillows at each other because Anne tease his kuya who has a BIG pimple on his face...
Mark... as usual... eh naasar... kaya ang ganti nya eh... batuhin ng unan ang kapatid...
dahil tinamaan ng todo si Anne... gumanti xa... at umabot hanggang kusina ang batuhan...
c Anne ay may nkitang harina...
ano p nga bng gagawin nya sa arina?... e di ibabato sa kuya nya...
..... bato dito bato doon....
..... AYUN... SAPUL sa mukha ang Uncle nina Anne at Mark... n papasok ng kusina...
at anong reaksyon nya?...
Well... of course... nagalit ang lolo....
actually... di xa matanda pero dhil sa kakulitan ng mga pamangkin,tumatanda xa...
ang Uncle Cris nina Mark at Anne ang kumuha s knila ng maulila n ng lubos ang dalawa...
mabait nmn xa at maunawain... pero... umiikli yun lahat kapag nagkukulitan ang dalawa at parati xang nadadamay...
balik sa bahay...
Uncle Cris ask Mark kung bakit pinapatulan nya ang mga pang aasar ni Anne...
Mark doesn't answer his uncle... he just nod his head and said Sorry to his uncle...
Anne also said sorry...
Mark looked at Anne for a while and when Anne noticed that his brother is staring at her...
Mark quickly removed his eyes on Anne...

the next morning...
sabay pumasok ang dalawa...
wlang kumikibo...

Pagpasok ng gate ng school...
May dalawang babae ang kumausap kay Mark...
They are asking Mark if they can have a picture of him...
Pumayag nmn c Mark...
Nakabusangot nmn ang mukha ni Anne... sabay sabing...
-"Ate ba't nyo pinipicturan yang lalaking yan?"
na-offend ang dalawang babae... sabay sbi ng isa...
-"Anong paki mo?"
Lalong nagngitngit c Anne...
-"Ang pangit pangit nmn ng kuya ko eh... May syota n kaya yan..."
Tameme ang dalawang girl...sabay alis...
Hinawakan ni Mark ang kamay ni Anne at hinatak papasok ng school...
Tinanong ni Mark si Anne...
-"Wag kang ganoon Anne... Wla nmn clang ginagawang masama ..."
Sumagot si Anne ng pabalang...
-"Bakit ako ang pinagsasabihan mo nyan?... Cguro gustong gusto mong may magpapicture sa'yo ano?"
-"Bakit nagseselos ka?"ang sabi ni Mark...
-"Papasok n ako... malalate n ako eh... kita kits nlng mamaya..." ang palusot ni Anne...
Si Anne ay isang freshman sa college... Computer Science ang kinukuha...
Si MArk nmn ay isang graduating student... ECE nmn xa...
Pareho sila ng school n pinapasukan...Obvious nmn sa umpisa ng story eh...

next... Around the school... (magtatatym n me eh...)